i am bewildered by this cruel fate - clouding my judgement sowing the seeds of life in soil of ruin the winds feel silent and kissed d**h's wings acımasız kaderimin karşısında şaşkına döndüm - düşüncelerim bulutlanmış harap olmuş topraklara hayatın tohumlarını ekiyorum rüzgar sessizce esiyor ve ölümün kanatlarından öpüyor it's colder than before still the winter's pa**ed and springtime haste fully took all it came for often i stare at the clouds drifting by imagining you there - like formations of a dream adrift from me the moments are gone but you remain if we had wings we would leave the seasons behind - escaping this quiet shroud always haunting us we sleep now in the ashes blowing in the wind there is no greater sorrow than to recall happiness in times of misery and there you are – alone like me; the mountain i must climb; the lush garden i fail to nurture and when i have nothing to say i'll let this slip away i wonder who we are now – what we're supposed to do each day only shadows comfort me and you each day we let it pa** and then we die as dust fall from heavens fire