Dozer TX - Bothersome lyrics

I'm trapped in consequences And things that are out of my control My mind's a mistake and it's making me Think I shouldn't be awake In this state, in this way I feel I'll never get to sleep. It's been a week And nothing seems to do much for my shaking I need an escape There's nothing that I hate more than being a pain I can't relate I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame I'm going numb from every cold shoulder You threw at me tonight I don't want to fight, but you push me further Than I'd like and in spite Of every night this happens to me I think That I'll be alright What's one more night? You f**ing lied And ruined my whole life I need an escape There's nothing that I hate more than being a pain I can't relate I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame I need an escape There's nothing that I hate more than feeling insane I can't relate I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame