Doza - Never Understand lyrics

(doza) Never understand This how I feel Man you'll never get the plan Went and fought depression Had to take a stand What more do you want You know that I can't I did so much for you What more do you demand All the nights I stayed up Cause I couldn't let you go Telling me that you would leave me Answer was no Couldn't think of myself Without you by my side Saying you would ride The Bonnie to my Clyde I'd get down on my knees for you Baby know that I would bleed for you Knowing you would do the same Needle to my vain But they'll never understand No they'll never understand All the pain that I felt All the hardships that I dealt (Type Negative) Yeah "where have you been?" under my skin Writing these hymns while I'm cutting these limbs My mind is so grim, don't speak for them I'm speaking for me you don't need to agree I'm writing my demons they come with the seasons Just promise me that you are going to listen I'm feeling so frozen I'm smoking my poison Must be mistaken man none of y'all thinking Starting again, "where have you been?" Drowning in a pool I cannot swim That feeling of sinking then I stop breathing Consciousness leaving then I stop feeling I still hate me yeah that has not changed Y'all still look at me like I am so strange Type negative man remember the name Cause I'll be the one to take all of your fame