Down To Nothing - 3 Or 4 Years lyrics

I have it all right here in my hands And i don't have a clue of what the f** to do with it I have it all right here in my hands But it's so far away from me Have you ever had something but you can't let go You can't let go but you can't hold on I don't know what i should do This isn't something where i can just call it quits The clock is ticking, what will i decide I think about it every single f**ing day Nowhere to turn, nowhere to hide I'm on a one way track tell me where the f** does this end