Put me in quote. Why am I always a joke? Can't I be real this time? Who am I supposed to be this time? Can't I be real this time? Back to where I began... Pull me in close Hour hands, moments frozen I need more than I ever really know Watch me as I roll, said the eyes Back to the first square Pull me in close Closer than you've ever been before The question is are you ever really sure? Are you embarra**ed? Maybe you're embarra**ed. Maybe you're afraid Of existing within All I've ever wanted is to be recognized for what I may be But that may or may not be up to you. The more I care, the more I care to forget Decide what I mean Get a rise out of tumbling me down the side of your crumbling mountain