Dope Lxrd - Skyfall lyrics

[Verse 1:] I feel so high when Im popping bics But I still can’t get myself on top of s**t And everybody tells me I should stop this s**t But its more than some fun its so obvious Im gonna self destruct, and I won’t stop till my whole life is f**ed Cos everything comes after the f*****g d** And Ive already lost someone I loved I been losing c*nts But she got in the way of my own demise So I told her Im on my own tonight But the way that I did it was a harsh goodbye And now she doesnt feel safe for half the time That she hears my name, thinks Im insane But the truth is that I just miss our days But I lost that s**t in a cloudy haze Cos I f**ed with the d** and you found me changed And my family dont wanna talk no more But they won’t let me walk through the door So I feel like Im trapped in enclosing walls With my mum streaming tears like a waterfall Cos I deceive and lie, I dont even try I convince myself that I shouldn’t strive So I take a slow dance with the thought tonight Of if Ill meet redemption or I ought to die [Hook: Lili Mac:] I had hopes, crushed, dreaming of a way out Everything I want but Im starting to awake now Take slow, cuts, contemplating suicide Met happiness at last falling through, the, sky [Verse 2:] Im touching the face of god, Im breaking off From the reality Im escaping from Live life as a trip through the sights of an empty mind And it comes to me that my own confines Have left me angry and sad and blind Im stuck in a place where the sun dont shine And if I dont pull myself from this slow decline Then my happiness and my hope are dying Then I crash to earth And my brain presents a drastic urge, to go back to her So I numb and suppress with the smashing herbs Cos I can’t give in and go back to hurt Love in my eyes, squashed and defeated by a compromise Made to save my life, yet I still feel like theres no one on my side But Im beaten cos I tried too long to fight So do what you will, cos Im giving up So Ill keep popping pills till my livers done Cos Ive lived enough, yeah Ive sniffed the d** Now I just wanna stop feeling different c*nt But this lifes a b***h, I had nights I slit I had nights where I dream about the nicer trips And the birds I hit, so I spend my whole life tryna search for this Cos I escape from the dark on the verge of bliss [Hook: Lili Mac:] I had hopes, crushed, dreaming of a way out Everything I want but Im starting to awake now Take slow, cuts, contemplating suicide Met happiness at last falling through, the, sky