DopantBeats - Thoughts In My NoteBook lyrics

I say look homie watch just what you step into The professional wrecking crew Flags waving red and blue But they not repping America Born on the block I say its building my character Hey lil mama I didn't mean to stare at'cha But me not saying hey is building up to hysteria Thought process of a lions gate picture I say whats happiness whithout Mary-Kate sister See ill wait wit'cha To me your worth the time and the feelings Tryna reach for the stars but im hitting ceilings See these pessimistic thoughts seem like ammunition And I feel like demise is my intuition The fond memories with real close enemies Repeat instrumentally As I write melodies That synchronize heavenly Had a talk with Melanie She told me tread carefully Or break it off like celery But I had to give a couple chances Throwing out random questions hoping for some answers And replies seem unsure So once more im standing here asking what I've come for Not really sure what path to take Fight for the love or let it slowly pa** away And if I every got the chance to ask away Id probably drop it all and run and ask today We stopped talking for a minute And now its all splendid Its only the beginning tho I opened up centerfold Its crazy how I saw my self walking away Then I took some time off and my thoughts went ablaze Thinking about the last text I sent in a rage And not really think what I was going to say And we didn't talk for a week or so Then I got that long text like a week ago And damn that apology really got to me Now you say you wanna kick it like soccer teams And honestly thought of that doesn't bother me I just really want to make the time quality Like whats happiness without your smile Marykates sister damn we haven't spoke in a while I take this picture of life looking broken and wild And flip that b**h around with some hope and a smile