Donnie Darko - Bipolar lyrics

[Verse 1: Donnie Darko] Look Yo Pain is a part life sh** change all the time I'm a ghetto boy Mah mind playing tricks They hold a medal, boy They got plenty clicks Even schools ain't safe I learn from Columbine Looking in mirror You see a whole different person When you depressed, you stressed And you're feeling worthless f** everybody You wanna be alone You ain't gotta care Drug keep you in a zone You're got anxiety And you're fighting yourself That's the irony Motherf**ers don't understand When you dead broke They say you still living You wanna heaven on earth It ain't a f**ing plan Every time you talk It's like you wanna cry And every gun you see Just make you wanna die No b**hes, visits or phone calls Just an inside pain They don't know Yooo [Verse 2: Donnie Darko] I've been through every f**ing slum you can ever see What's a point rapping about money That ain't me I'mma give that real sh** It's a part of me I got a vision Even a blind n***a see I had a couple problems Started hitting a bottle I was smoking weed Leaving life full of trouble I was outta school Feeling like a damn fool f** a b**h Give a dick was mah own model Man, that streets cold But mah heart colder Even family member give you a cold shoulder A bunch of bullsh** That's how a n***a feel When i need escape That's when i pop a pill Bad thoughts in my head Like I wanna k** Cause bum n***as wanna beef When i'm trynna chill I'm kinda nerves for mah live So i'm [?] still And to the n***as who [?] I ain't holy feel [Verse 3: Donnie Darko] When you look around the world Is it disarray Cuz when you feel You start to [?] You move a [?] day I guess you real proud All you ever talk about It's how you smoke [?] n***a, please A lot of people are dying A lot of mothers are crying We're all an older onion I'm trynna educat Stay cold, meditate For the n***as in slums who can't elevate I'm dedicated to music [?] I was born with that talent How can i lose it? I'm from a hood No respect if you run your mouth Lo Key you're getting money You wanna brag about I got a couple problems But i never show them I don't need a handout So I never own them It's a part of a game You in your own lane And f** everybody Cuz this is your pain