[Intro] Maserati Turn me up It's Connor, the best in the world You know what I'm saying Imma share this with y'all I can't see them coming down my eyes, so I got to make this song cry (y'all know how the song goes, let me tell my story) [Verse 1: Jon Connor] Shy girl, could barely look me in my eyes girl But I didn't give a f** because no matter what you was my girl Pushing the trailblazer like it was a Maybach We made paradise, it didn't matter where we stayed at Deep in the hood, far from candy canes and gun-drops We learnt to block out the gun shots, when the sun dropped You had a daughter but didn't f** with her father So I made sure I taught her, every time that I saw her The best I could but sh** I was still young The three of us taking pictures and all of us stick out our tongues I wasn't big of kids because if your girl had one You got to detach yourself from her and the kid when you're done We wasn't thinking about that, we wanted to have a son No time soon but we used to dream about the things to come We used to have arguments, I would tell you this sh** was dumb Because you was my one but my career was what made you run [Hook x2] I can't see them coming down my eyes, so I got to make this song cry I can't see them coming down my eyes, so I got to make this song cry [Verse 2: Jon Connor] Back when MySpace was f**ing up relationships at a high rate She was cyberstalking doing all the sh** that I hate Seeing hoes on my wall, asking me have we talked Questions about my exes, how long have we been involved? Told her that she was b**hing but it was women's intuition I might have sent a couple messages that probably pushed the limits Flirting with chicks often, I couldn't tell you why I did it I've said a lot of sh** to a lot of chicks but I've never meant it Like how you tell your girl I said that sh** just to hit it? She catch you in your lies even when you won't admit it And now she's paranoid, every second, every minute Now she's reliving her past, this time was supposed to be different And now she don't trust you Now she barely touch you In her mind she's thinking about all the b**hes that've f**ed you Now she be thinking about all the people that she've been dumped to Laying with another n***a, knowing she still loves you [Hook] [Verse 3: Jon Connor] Two broken hearts, we tried to fix them But we became too distant Tried to pick up where we left off but it's too different Arguments and soots to the point it's getting ridiculous Phone ring or we get a text, we getting suspicious Now we can't leave the house, say it's a lie before it leaves my mouth Put up with each other, still hoping it evens out Hoping it works but the truth is, we're in doubt Can't remember who cheated last, we're just hoping we even out Can't turn back the hands of time but I wish Because those became the times of mine that I miss All the times I never appreciated a kiss Would be the time that I would only feed for your lips Yes we don't appreciate when the houses are home It's true you don't know what you've got, until it's gone To this day I still think about you constantly I want to see you happy, even if it's not with me Word to Maze man [Hook] [Outro] Yeah The Blue Album It's Connor Thanks for letting me share that with y'all Oh yeah, this was about you