Dizmas - October lyrics

I heard in October He was back on the outside Starting over Last time I saw him Was graduation Our families together But never again Ah, ah, ah If we were together again Ah, ah, ah I couldn't watch him pretend Ah, ah, ah The kid digging in the sand Ah, ah, ah Never grew into a man The world on his shoulder He left without warning Then just got colder Five years in Florida k**ed by the things He couldn't change I don't know how it feels To fall into the fire Lose everything You could have asked for help Before you chose One last breath over anyone