Distorted Reality - Something Wicked lyrics

Why can I not see, myself with their eyes, without all my scars, that make me despise, the way that I look, the way that I am, just self involved thoughts is what they say Walk, into a room, all eyes on me, don't look down, you silly girl, put on a smile, make eye contact, always look the part Living with all the lies I tell myself can be nothing but true Convincing everyone I'm content and having fun Something wicked this way comes to you can it be me? Surrender to the dark side I always try to hide I struggle to look all wholesome and good, a strong steady tree, that bends, never breaks. I'm part of your group, but one step away, from being astray, I've never fit Walk, into a room, all eyes on me, don't look down, you silly girl, put on a smile, make eye contact, always look the part Living with all the lies I tell myself can be nothing but true Convincing everyone I'm content and having fun Something wicked this way comes to you can it be me? Surrender to the dark side I always try to hide Surrender to the dark side I always hide I always hide I'm so good At hiding it I'm so good at hiding it You'd never suspect You'd never You'd never suspect