[VERSE 1] Lord thank you for the food that I'm about to receive May it nourrish my body and keep my mind at ease But as far as my soul I been meanin to holler atcha And I know you been busy with n***as steady tryina catch ya Gotta get somethin off my mind for a while Cause when problems start to pile it gets kinda hard to smile But I - keep my head up And try to hold on until my kids all grown I know one day that could be me lyin there in a hearse So I hope for the best, prepare for the worst Swearin I curse, but really there's no harm done Just havin fun, but there's some who wanna take it and run I left a life of lootin and thievin, and sh** Because my friends and my family was leavin me quick It seems everything is happenin without me knowin Tryina stay sane, but mayn, this sh** has got me goin [Chorus] [Randy-Ran:] Goin crazy Feelin like I'm feelin But it's gonna be alright Alright Alright I'm goin crazy Feelin like I'm feelin But it's gonna be alright Alright Alright Alright [VERSE 2] It's hard to keep away from sin, but you know I try And hopefully I get it together before I die Thinkin a drink can ease my pain and tough luck But when I finish, it just leaves me craned and f**ed up Call my folks to tell em how I feel Before I get to speak they tell me someone else got k**ed Slowly but surely they're goin one at a time I wish you could rewind and show em some kind of sign I realize I put my life on the line just bein born Gotta git up, git out, no time to be snorin And just play with the cards I'm dealt And if I lose I won't blame nobody else Cause it's all about survival and the strongest survive But even the strongest won't make it alive Cause d**h sneaks up from behind without you knowin And just the thought of it has got me goin [Chorus] [VERSE 3] We are livin on a see-sawer And when we fall it hurts We can't get up from the dirt Like lotto you got a different number picked daily Here one day, and gone the next, this sh** crazy Now I gotta work on gettin my brain back together Be ready for whatever, rain and bad weather Had never seen so many dark clouds around A lotta strange looks and smiles turned to frowns Maybe one day it'll all make sense When everybody's chillin on that other side of the fence But for now I just leave it up to the keeper Be thankful for what he gave me, chill out and smoke some reefer Set all my problems aside for a few Before I lose my cool, do somethin I don't wanna do Because I seen frustrations frequently flowin All I need is your strenght to keep me from goin [Chorus]