Derez De'Shon - In My Feelings lyrics

It’s like ni**a, we was up everyday takin fu*kin molly Drinking smokin weed, bruh that sh*t took over us BAD ni**a ain’t just talkin’ when he rappin’ bruh Y’all ni**as just think every song he wanna write about It’s just what he do it’s all he know Like bruh ni**as don’t know fo’ real Y’all like it’s fye yea it’s fye but if y’all was there To see what the fu*k we actually went thru Y’all would be like damn Verse1: Talkin’ bout this pain I know I saved ni**as Ain’t gone say no names I know I made ni**as, all these fu*kin’ chains like a slave ni**a I slaved didn’t it, I was made different Came from the bottom not the top so I played different And that hate different, (uh) Hold up wait a minute You the same ni**a say I wouldn’t make it say u didn’t You telling all lies They didn’t wanna let me in cause they knew one day I’d be him I’m feeling’ like MJ my tongue out hangin’ off the rim (pause) Feeling like the da goat ni**a Remember I was broke ni**a Down bad no hope ni**a, asking’ fo a short ni**a. (yea yea yea) Never goin’ back knowing that’s a fact Thumbing thru these racks, thinking bout my past And how I use to travel with a trash bag Carrying’ everything a ni**a had Pain turned a ni**a to a beast and I embraced it Days I ain’t eat make me hungry I can taste it All them days I was weak wanna give up I couldn’t take it but I couldn’t do it looking in my children faces (yea) Lookin’ in my children fa ah ah faces ah oh Derez De'Shon Hook 1: That pain hit different when you make it out it, sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin’ bout it, (oh yea) sometimes I still get in my feelings, that pain hit different when you make it out it, and sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin’ bout it sometimes I still get in my feelings Verse 2: how I still deal with depression, all this money I’ve been blessed with, really ain’t even been stressing, my life close to perfection, deep inside all this pain got a ni**a addicted, dui going crazy poppin’ all this prescriptions, it’s a very good feeling, til I come down down down, thats when I get to trippin, thats when I get to gettin in my feelings, that’s when I get to missin, all my dead homies dat suppose to be right here wit me, (yea) don’t judge me no don’t judge me I get high tryna find focus cuz if I’m not then I’m fighting emotions yea Derez De’Shon Hook 2: that pain hit different when you make it out/sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin’ bout it/ (oh yea)/ sometimes I still get in my feelings/that pain hit different when you make it out/ and sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin’ bout it/ sometimes I still get in my feelings