Deprive - Ceased To Be lyrics

Filled with disgust I'm crawling on my knees Weakened by hatred Nothing puts me at ease Another scar Doesn?t matter anymore Left all alone What am I fighting for? I arise to see What's become of me and I cannot let you provide This drawn out suicide Now it's time to recollect my life I'm standing here alone Where I don't belong It is dark, it is cold I've got shivers down my spine I'm standing here alone What I am searching for is gone End this mourning Embrace the hope of dawn A shattered light What is left of my faith That is what you are My mental wraith Forced to lay low And hide my shame left in darkness Stuck in a dead end All alone whispers of sorrow Nothing remains And I'm to blame trown to the bottom If it can`T get any worse There?S A reason to try I'm standing here alone Where I don't belong It is dark, it is cold I've got shivers down my spine I'm standing here alone What I am searching for is gone End this mourning Embrace the hope of dawn Embrace the hope of dawn I'm standing here alone...