Denace - Stan lyrics

[Intro Hook] And I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be grey, but your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad [Verse 1] Dear rap, I called you, but you still ain't calling I'm still broke as f**, still have an empty wallet I'm trying to find ways to break through in this rap game Even though you treated me like sh** I feel the exact same I still struggle to make you happy every damn day It's not a game when I tell you that I feel this max pain What do I gotta do for you to notice me? Sing like Jodeci, or maybe scream on a tape like ''oh, it's me'' Say how much I hate these rappers and then you'll know it's me? I think you owe me an apology, hip-hop, no one's as cold as me Maybe if I made a dance record, you'd acknowledge me But that's not me, guess you don't know my psychology I can't fake a whole album, that would show I don't care And plus I have fans that keep me cool with cold Air I want a long term relationship, don't you get it? I only want you and no one else Even though you give me headaches [Hook] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window, and I can't see at all And even if I could, it'll all be grey, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad (Denace: It's not so bad) [Verse 2] Yeah, uh I want to be around for the long hall, I care for you And I see the people you pick, that treat you terrible They don't care for you, they want a quick dollar A quick single on itunes, and you don't find that a problem? I'd do anything for you I damn near sold my soul I've been around the globe, just to be sent back home I have nothing to show, except advance in a flow What is it you want from me, huh? A dance mix to my show? My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 She don't know you how I know you rap, no one does She don't know how it was for us growing up It's a roller coaster man, and sometimes I catch myself throwing up What do I gotta do to grab your attention? I've done everything that's real And now I'm sitting here, just stressing People say I'm a biter, man, and I should quit this But those same people are following trends So what's the difference? [Outro Hook] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be grey, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad