Delilah Montagu - Pretend lyrics

{Verse 1} I layed in bed all day and waited for the sun Praying the rays would be enough to wake me up I tried to tell myself that I was doing fine Thought it was normal feeling low most of the time {Pre-Chorus} But something wasn't right, I see it in my eyes I've gone away again Now I'm on the outside looking into my own life But it doesn't feel like mine I've gone away again Now I'm on the outside witnessing {Chorus} There's a stranger in my head And she's telling me that I don't really know myself While we work it out, I just prеtend {Verse 2} I waited for the voicе to tell me what to be She filled my head with words I thought had come from me And she sold me stories about fear and disbelief I bought them all thinking that they might work for me {Pre-Chorus} But something wasn't right, I see it in my eyes I've gone away again Now I'm on the outside looking into my own life But it doesn't feel like mine I've gone away again Now I'm on the outside witnessing {Chorus} There's a stranger in my head (In my head) And she's telling me that I don't really know myself (Know myself) So while we work it out, I just pretend