Deer Tick - Cocktail lyrics

I started missing the days Where as soon as I’d wake I’d make a co*ktail I’d spend the time that you took Giving me dirty looks With my co*ktail And just like every love affair On the far ? my armor shows On a border shop full of hope And I’d get a little green I could be dancing on one leg And enjoying the masquerade Well I’m not making any lemonade But I got lemons if you need In my ? I’d sing a serenade and sip a co*ktail My very own world view I’d tell the people I knew Through a co*ktail Oh can you turn to When the world is bleeding you dry May I now turn you loose And watch you either in the day light? Sometimes I feel like a corpse With a lifetime subscription Just a strange proposition Oh, the ? sacrifice Now how is every day the same In a variety of places All the ? and empty spaces In the middle of a crowd I could be slipping off the wing of a dove Or tied up onto the tree ? But either way I’d ain’t coming back The only way out is down Yeah, the only way out, my friend Is falling down