Dee Watkins - TBH (I’m Sorry) lyrics

[Intro] Yeah I had to move on to better things You know what I'm sayin' Ayy [Chorus] The drugs fu*kin' up my brain, I put the Perkies down I had to find another lane, I got a purpose now I had to leave that b*tch alone, It wasn't workin' out My ni**a finally got some money, he been splurgin' now I told KeeAri I'm sorry if I did you wrong I'm being honest, I'ma keep it real in all my songs Just to be honest, it's better if I leave you alone I couldn't blame you when you told me you was movin' on [Verse 1] I guess I don't know how to feel to have my feelings hurt My ni**as strong, got on the drugs He took a million Percs Couldn't believe it when I see Lil' Ham up in that hearse I lost Lil' Neat thе same year, this sh*t be gеttin' worse I'm so lost, don't know who to give my love to I would be lyin' if I told you that I love you I should've put that condom on when I fu*ked you But it's okay now It's okay now [Bridge] Know I gotta be honest with you I ain't been no perfect ni**a, you feel me But you know, I'm real Ayy, okay [Verse #2] Dreamin' Not surprised when you told me you was leavin' Grinding hard, I was working on the weekend And when you told me that you love me Did you mean it? No you ain't mean it, uh Givin' you my pain, that's like givin' you my heart I probably go insane if we ever was apart Put that pistol to his brain, I'm tryna get his ass apart Shawty let me paint her face, I treat it like a work of art Lawyer fees and court dates, this sh*t been getting tragic Yeah, I got them racks, but I be chillin' I ain't flashin' I go out in public and forget that I ain't average I been tryna build a relationship with my daddy Ayy [Pre-Chorus] ni**as ain't your friend, they just around for the money They ain't with you when it rain, but come around when it's sunny Young ni**a, old soul, like I'm Benjamin bu*ton And no I don't do magic, but I turn nothin' to somethin' [Bridge] I know they ain't They was rooting for me to make it But they ain't want me to make it this far though But I'm here [Chorus] The drugs fu*kin' up my brain, I put the Perkies down I had to find another lane, I got a purpose now I had to leave that b*tch alone, It wasn't workin' out My ni**a finally got some money, he been splurgin' now I told KeeAri I'm sorry if I did you wrong I'm being honest, I'ma keep it real in all my songs Just to be honest, it's better if I leave you alone I couldn't blame you when you told me you was movin' on