Dear You - Sonder lyrics

I found boundary in mistakes i've made They fence me in and push me toward A life that i don't know if i was even ready for And all I am is the result of all my poor decisions And for better or for worse, i have to live with myself I regret that i didn't say sorry for who i was But guilt comes to those who wait and now I'm just sorry that It came too late I'm the storm during summer I'm the salt in your wound I cast the shadow on your photo You so desperately remove And i'll build my next castle twice as high If it comes crumbling down, at least i'll be inside I regret that i didn't say sorry for who i was But guilt comes to those who wait and now I'm just sorry that It came too late All my life, i've been trying to be everything And all i want is enough to be anything at all I hoped that you were happy while my hell was getting hotter My lake was flooding but you didn't need my water Paint me away And i regret that i didn't say sorry for who i was But guilt comes to those who wait and now I'm just sorry that It came too late Paint me away