Im lying wide awake in the bed My eyes are closed I may be dead Its getting late but Im not sleeping The clock is ticking on the wall My phone is flat and still you call And soon the pain comes creeping I should be patching up my heart But I don't know where I should start So I sit here and wonder to myself What the hell was I thinking? How the hell could I know? What the hell was I thinking? When I let you go What the hell was I thinking? What the hell have I done? My friends all think that Im a bore But I don't need them anymore Cos I gotta do this my way If I could travel back in time Id go right back and change my mind Back when everything was OK I hope you're happy now you're free But what about poor little me? I just sit here and wonder to myself What the hell was I thinking? How the hell could I know? What the hell was I thinking? When I let you go What the hell was I thinking? What the hell have I done? If you give me one more chance Let me make a change of plans Ill make it up to you And if you take a second look Forget about the road I took I can't sit here and wonder to myself