Dave - My 19th Birthday lyrics

169 I spent my 19th birthday in the hospital With my brother and my mum And I know it sounds dumb but i felt like i lost it all The pains compulsory, sufferings optional Takeshi's castle, my life's got obstacles I'm still dealing with a whole load of stress I see my older brother so close to the edge And that there put a hole in my chest And then they tell you home's where the heart it But i got a hole where my heart is Because I let a hoe where my heart is Never again, I had to tell her that we're better as friends I never messaged again Every message I send, ends up in the groupchat 'cos girls go and tell all their friends It's one of many reasons why I ain't sending DMs Look, I'm gonna keep this cake and I'm gonna eat this cake That's why I'm living three lives i'm in GTA I'm in Los Angeles driving a Mercedes and its funny because honestly I didn't think I'd see LA Surprise birthday party I didn't see this cake, coming I need this money like its EMA You got to separate the rats from the G's if you can't handle cheese how the hell you gonna be a great You think I’m playing any games? Why do you think I talk about cars, woman and chains On half of the songs I make, materialistic aims Make me feel a way when I want it When I got it, it don’t ever feel the same We got different types of problems I’m getting corporate tax on this cash that I'm making And at the same time I need to vanquish my pagans If you think it's dead you're mistaken I'm hot headed and dangerous And still living in this matrix All I wanna do is make my loved ones proud In this year alone we made three hundred thousand But my mum won't smile cos her son's on trial We've got different types of problems