Dangerkids - Unmade lyrics

Give me a sec to collect my thoughts I write them down and I dust them off Just some book on a shelf with a missing page And the front torn off I guess the words I made got in the way And never got across I know we don't got much to say But I miss the days when we used to talk Waiting for change, but each day goes by I remind myself that our time got lost Do you ever think of me? or not at all... Hope hurts most when the truth's involved So just know, I hope you don't Cause I do my best up against the wall I don't want to float through life, I wanna drown in it Break myself down, turn around in it Take it until I've had enough and then build it back up From the top to the ground again So go ahead and say what you need to say Cause those words might have hurt me yesterday And dig deep in the cuts of my chest Just to find out that you'll never get the best of me So dear tragedy, have a seat I don't give a f** what you do to me Cause yeah this light's going to burn out But I can't fall, never learned how And a light can hide when it's dark now I told a lie when the truth would've worked out There's nothing left for me to say And all my friends gave me away When every word has been unmade You hide your eyes and fall away If there's something left for you to say Some twisted words, a shattered phrase Rolls off the tongue, it falls and fades Lied to your face, I'll never change Am I sick of home, or just homesick? Exhausting how I can't focus Adjust and go, flux and flow Smile so you don't notice Cause right now, now's not a good time You don't want to know me on the inside Shadows move fast in a blackout Lost in a dark place, gone, but I'm back now At the start, wasn't no one there for me To care for me, I tiptoed carefully And yeah, you were looking to embarra** me But you move in the dark so carelessly And the worst thing? I miss you bad... I hate myself for the times we had Tell me now what it's like to know Once you let go you can never get it back They say when no one believes you, believe yourself Stare in the mirror until you see yourself Crawl until you walk until you free yourself And when they start lending hands you won't need the help But I'm lost in the glare of the limelight Scared at the thought of my old life Phone in my hand and it's midnight All missed calls, guess I never got the time right