Dan Bull - I Hurt Myself lyrics

(Rap starts at 20:54) (For Genius, The number under the picture, the rap starts at 25:44) [Verse 1] My name's Daniel, I'm 28 and I'm a self harmer What I'm telling you is real, not just another way to sell drama Not doing this for karma Tear and throwin' off my armour There, I'm showin' off my scars, I barer, I hope I've not alarmed ya The way I retaliate to aggravation and stress Is to smack myself in the face, though my sad face is a mess Scream my f**ing lungs out, gasp, takin' a breathe Hit the right pitch The sound of gla** breaking is bliss But I can't smash the mirror, I'm afraid of broken gla** So I punch the face I see in it, my bones make an open gash I need a healing potion fast Throw me in the ocean splash The life boat Is capsized with no hope And, no man's an island My contraband is anger, violence Lower the flag, no aggro please, I demand silence Skull and Crossbones Swollen cheek bones Pull the trigger, reload Pull the trigger, reload! See me overdose on friendly fire No hope, til I tote a broken nose, and I can then retire [Hook:] Look what you made me do Look what you made me do LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO! [Verse 2] I feel ashamed of what I did, now I return to clarity Even though I only hit myself, still it hurt my family All the things I hate about myself, they may be true or not It doesn't matter when my face is battered blue and black with bruises Don't know what abuse is Why I do this I'm a loser! A f**ing four eyed freckled face f**ing waste of space! I've had it! I deserve to be damaged It's a hurt I can manage I can take physical pain, it's the words that are savage My nerves are just ravage A small disturbance Is all but certain To cause turbulence And of course they urge me to panic I'm scared of blood, but never backed down from a brawl Stand up for myself, never sat down on the wall I'll go toe to toe until I'm pa**ed out on the floor One of us is going to hospital, that's how much I'm raw [Outro:] Look what you made me do LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO! LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO! LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO!! LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO! LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO Look what you made me do... Look what you made me do...... Look what you made me do......... Look what you made me do............