Damien - Farewell lyrics

I don't know how to start this sh*t But lately i've been in the dark 'n' sh*t Sometimes i try to change myself, i hate myself And i just fall apart 'n' sh*t I give too many fu*ks Maybe it's the drugs Maybe i'm just too fu*king complicated For anybody to love Maybe i should blame myself 'cause i keep fu*king up Maybe i'm just overreacting And i should toughen up Buckle up I pull out my driveway and hop on the highway to hell This ain't the right way, things never go my way And that is the reason i'm saying farewell Goodbye to all and i don't wanna hear that i'm selfish 'cause this ain't your story to tell I'm sorry i fell But where thе fu*k were you when i was so down And i needеd some help? Look I've really fu*king had it Imagine a damn life Where i don't exist It don't make a difference I'm damn right Ashamed that i can't really do anything right I'm drained and i can't really put up a damn fight I'm lost and i can't see a path in my damn sight I been shot from behind like multiple damn times And all the lies and cries make it feel like i been died And realize they ain't even real no more