Dam - Eyeballing lyrics

No will to live, Dream, defy Loathsome husk Of what I thought I knew - shadow A shell Churned with dread - abject beast Expunged, thrown From Moloch pa**ed down - spurious Into a tomb of existence - delirious Aching out for you Always, always Always been another Slowly climb Cycle into the spiral From despair into mania The end you'll never I've achieved that high Feeding the beasts of time See through darkness shine I'm boiling inside of you With all my strength I struck And felt the blow Craving for life Surging scheming From birth until your d**h Moloch turns fertile futile Far too close to your contempt Pa**ed down, grotesque What you hid so well Legacy of the absent God Founder abandoned To the medium you'll grow To k** for you Always been - always been another Part of you Fantasy that you don't know Reckless, reckless Reckless Find the answer to these prayers Learn in the fire Realising what was said Edges me further Moving on from where you failed When you should have died