now that it's gone just admit it to yourself it was nothing special no more special than yourself now that it's gone won't you admit it to yourself ? another typical youth you mistook for someone else (looking through your rebel ...gray looks so good on you ) you brought your parents down you had to face your doubts you doubted everyone just like everyone so disagreeable of course you hated school you felt so all alone and so did all of us it's not the energy it's not the extra time responsibility it won't change everything an average lifespan four times what's been and gone what's unique is not your age what's unique is still in there