Can I speak my mind? Can I say what I've never said? First I thought you were just a little distant But now I realize: there was no interest at all Ignoring this boy caused much more than we could ever see How couldn't I see? Ignoring was more than indifference for him It just k**ed his self-esteem As a boy he tried to catch your attention Now he's living hell to impress you He's trying to become what you want him to be, even if it hurts Is this what you want? A shadow of yourself? Or is it something I didn't do? This is not what it was supposed to be All is helpless, he is done, will never forgive Where's my dream of a loving family? Could we even make it? We had it all But you couldn't let it happen How couldn't I see? Ignoring was more than indifference for him It just k**ed his self-esteem