D-A-D - Jacketless in December lyrics

I'm freezing Them I'm letting go You only hear the silent snow Running from it; am I getting weak? What are friends for (?) I only remember: Jacketless in icecold december In a dream, but wide awake Now I know my own mistakes Yeah, from without to withing Now I live with everything Blame another, but the shame is in your mind For what is lost and hard to find The door is closed, to light and truth What are friends for (?) Yeah, I remember: Jacketless in icecold december In a dream... I see now a world of fear through at mist of tears I've been in a very bad mood, as if I knew You always end up empty so full of yourself I can safely say now, even oldest of tricks that exist: That you can still disappoint a pessimist! Yeah, in a dream...