Feel like sh** and the bottle is empty again Intestines are on fire And darkness creeping closer Dead tired but sleep is miles away Can't remember the last time i was sober Nor the last time i got laid This bed reeks of piss, sh** and sweat Can't move even if i wanted All i can see are demons and d**h Slowly pa**ing his days To have lost in so many ways Lost it all Nothing more to f*ck up The rest of living was high enough