d**h Before Dishonor - Endless Suffering lyrics

Pray - for d**h I can't stop longing for a release From this game of endless suffering Still I keep taking more of the pleasures That sustain illusion Drink my life away because I can't free Myself from the same day Just to have a taste of what I could have If I just f**ing died Die in the arms - of the truth Maybe someday - I'll have the strength To just let go Close my eyes - slip away Sleep forever - escape the hate No - I can't escape the hate No escape I've fallen in love With feeling pain And nothing I can do can stop the hate A bitter man I stand to escape my fate