d**h Before Dishonor - f** This Year lyrics

I - I've been - so drained - a hollow shell - numb to pain and I - I will - make it through - come out stronger - I always do One more funeral might just make me break How much suffering are we meant to take Feel the world cave in and start to break I - I can't - come clean - living in - an empty dream and I - I dropped - the f**ing deal - left the future - we had sealed Back at zero - happy, broke, and free but f** this year it's took too much from me Feel the world cave in and start to break From me Forged an iron will - kept a cool head All my family cries - for our gone and dead We've lost too much too many friends and family gone Disease and addiction Never thought I'd have to be so strong We're only 3 months in and I see no dawn No dawn The sun fell - on us all - when the new year - heeded its call Darkness - with our loved ones gone - will it come around When will we see the dawn I pray it won't be long