CypressWoe - Adolescent Fears lyrics

{haunting hums} {verse} Back from the dead like a legend heading to the future Just a kid with a dream no Martian Luther Momma telling me don't forget where you started You got something to prove don't let em make you cold hearted I made some money, but not enough to support Feeling like Jordan at 6 when he discovered the court I wanna complain but thats unreliable source Like the immovable object meets the unstoppable force And thats me... You better get used to it Crazy everyone saw my potential before I knew it Teachers telling me you better not stop music Cause you have a gift with something to say don't be stupid Every girl would tell me how she loved me so I could mess it up Couple girls I'll never see again go and fill up my cup Cause she don't got married or pregnant guess I ain't give enough... And I'm soaked in regret can smell it on my clone Surrounded by so many people, but I still feel alone Misunderstood in a world it seems you have it all Still a baby in this thing I ain't even learned to crawl They telling me I'm next just trying not to let em down Except my father if you see me now I just hope you proud Now days they catch me with my hat down Cause I'd rather you hear my pain then see it.. just where I'm at now I'm trying to be at two places at once just to make em happy Making up lies to the ones I love I know that their mad at me Cause their living thru me trying to find that happiness Just pray God can bring me back like he did Lazarus I want to give up, but I know its not worth it But its okay cause thru his eyes I'm seen as perfect But under the surface... Lord... What do they want from me?.. Its like they want me to be anybody else... Except for me... {haunting hums}