Cyphern - Deep Inside My Soul lyrics

[Verse 1 CelloTheRaper] b**hes be toying wit homies emotions like a witch stirring up potions They say love is smooth apply the lotion it's all moving to fast leaned That in science it's called motion b**h stop your joking you had me in This position I was practically chocking say bye to the old folks n cut The sh** your basic b**h that's all full of it lies are open wounds you Gotta let em heal I spread words in my lyrics that you haters cannot feel Make you look foolish like you slipped on a banana peel my girl dropped me Like a E like when you add an ING haters are blurry I don't want gla**es to See them because I don't really need them life is so Devine like serectly Wishing you was mine sarah it Anit no lie I know I say life is sh**ty in my Rhymes from time to time but it flys by so fast you don't even have a chance to Say bye but ima be like shady n rap till I die so i know I'll never be leaving You guys instead of dodging your problems how bout you stand them in line and knock Them out at one time? Don't rely on that girl you met reply because you'll end up Like me sitting over here high tryna put together these ryhmes [Hook} Deep inside my soul Deep inside my soul I said I'm reaching deep inside my soul [Verse 2 Cyphern] Ey yo sometimes i wonder if i even belong in this game See it's always been the same sh** to me over and over get Yelled at by Deadman Breathin then next thing i know I'm reliving my stress on a song and he comes right back Along and says ey yo great job you spit fire and then he makes me Feel just a little more higher but currently all these confidentiality Has been catchin' up to me and honestly I'm thinking about Just ending it and blowing out my brains and saying forget it Why am i even staying on this world when it keeps on screwing me People keep coming around and leaving me sayin blue to bye me Blow me go and next thing i know I'm on the streets begging for Some f**in money as if i got no job but its true all i am to you is That f**in blind kid in the back of the cla**room who'd a know I'd be doing what I'm doing oh wait one of you would cause none of you Was paying attention when i was spitin the west tryna get my way up Tryna find my path but each and everyone of you can keep lagging On my path like oh you a white boy you didn't do sh** b**h have You eve listen to half the sh** i spit or is it just a beat to you Thats ill i been just doing is just a beat to you do you listen to the Emotion that i put on this track i don't think so so brake the Legs back for you decide to spit back and cause blasphemy Me as if I'm blaspheming the bible but currently I'm idolizing It I'm a living breathin walking talking jesus if you listen to This sh** even yeezus came on tour and he had the f**in thirst resurrection Up on bored but f** I'm not on this billboard sh** I'm not Tryna idolize it I'm tryna imbody and traumatize it that the problem Is I'm realizing this sh** I'm not coming to the dreams I've been hoping So all my aspirations be disembracing and as currently I'm just tryna remain In this generation so not tryna sleep outside of the darkness thoughts And all I'm tryna do remain with the darkest hearts and to my motherf**er Contrary [Hook} [Verse 3 CelloTheRapper] Just can't seem to get her out of my head Thoughts running out my head like lead I'd be better of dead like the bloodshed sh** what am i the devil my eyes are blood red You left me out to dry sh** even after We banged christ we were even the same age Guess I'm the one to blame for not coming of My room i should be ashamed of why i Even feel for the pain but i'll draw your Life with a slit of a knife and we can fight like Two MCs battling on the mic this girl got Me doing a double take but hey Alex can't you Relate but b**h you better not diss Shady cause dissin shady is like me Cause he's a part of me i thought I never could be can he gave unless You give me the f**in inspiration i Had then i guess you could be ey yo shout Out to Contrary for putting this sh** out for me Buy ey before i leave let me freestyle one more Thing you know this how it started like Adam and Eve before she ate that apple off that f**in Tree [Verse 4 AxE Rifle] I gotta reach my soul I gotta achieve this goal That's what I herd my mama told.. To da girl next door... She's another dirty who*e Like the rest of these hoes Hey you wanna go out? I'll treat you real Good. No.Then if a stupid player gangsta ask: Wanna give me a blow? Yes omg woah woah woah omg!! Then he breaks your heart in a week Then you complain I want a man that will treat me good I'll treat you real good!! I don't have to be one of Those guys that brag about being from the hood Those guys just wanna f** you in your cute a** and They know they Should I wouldn't do it if I knew I Could Because your worth more then that I'm not gonna be one of those guys that will f** you and find a new task Trust me, you'll be only the first and last Damn Rifle! [Hook] [Outro CelloTheRapper] I don't know if this is it I'm losing my sh** You know its the story With every other b**h Well this is CTR i guess This is it Contrary!