Cynic raps - Spaceships lyrics

It's been a couple months I just wish you'd hit me up Told me we'd never loose touch seems like we've just given up It's understatement to say I miss you very much Seems like I wasted my time with you now I'm low I luck Felt like never waking up Felt like never taking up That space in my heart that's vacant I hate it I hate it funny how I hate love And we're I'm from peoples personalities closeted Don't love they self so they do the opposite I keep breaking promises lie so much I forget what honest is Growing up to fast losing my morals as a consequence my vision clouded prolly need to see an optometrist I need to fix a lotta sh** And when I look in the mirror and I see my reflection I don't see any perfection I love you but I Don't know if I'm moving in the right direction so how can I love you Spaceships don't come equipped with rear view mirrors.... I slipped up messed around with the monogamous but only cuz her boyfriend wasn't positive I don't take pride in that or in myself but I tend to act the opposite A co*ky kid cuz if I don't appear confident My peers gone be knocking it I never cared about judgements I just want my dreams accomplished and If appear weak that's all lost and sh** In the night time i try pray but I tend to forget a lot Got lost in the days melting pot Get lost in the screenplays poorly written plot I focus less I should try harder I act stupid even though I am smarter I should act less act less love more tread new waters I Get stuck in cycles (but maybe) Spaceships don't come equipped with rear view mirrors....