Cyne - Up Above lyrics

One more time I gotta see your face and I Cry every time I think about the things that ya did Held me down, always told me to face my fears I held the tears back had to get a beer Just to maintain from all the stress of pain I held ya there but damn now ya gone from ya I think about the things that I should`ve said Before the fall, I scream and I curse at God For takin you away so early in my life Ya never had the chance to see me have a wife Never be a grandmother and see my kids Ya never see ya son mature and go on to live I fight the tears to stay strong for the fam, but damn I`m just a man with a broken plan, I am I`m just a man with a broken plan, I am I`m just a man C`mon (talking) Sometimes I just zone out, Thinking about everything that you did for me All the love that you had given me But then I think about where you are right now And it brings me peace And it brings me joy But sometimes I still feel a little bit empty Sometimes when the stress in the day is thick I have a wish to have that one last kiss One more hug, rejoice and grandma love Of God above, a lot I needed because The stress and strain, the pain come down the rain The sun, it came too late now it`s not the same My life has changed, my soul has an empty place And only the sound of your voice can fill the space I`ll wrestle angels just to see ya face again Because you were my life, my mother and friend You reside in God`s love now in heaven above So don`t you move ya son gonna see you soon I run, past the hardships tears and pain Growin up I said ya name you always came Hold my hand, gotta move through the storm Now I need to be strong cuz you`re with the Lord From the beginning to end, til I finish the start Hold close to my heart no matter how hard Things get to be, it`s you I see Smilin, cryin, lookin down at me Wit tears of joy, come hold your baby boy Look at me now, it`ll make momma proud So she can see the things I aspire to be She sowed the seed, and now her boys a tree And uh, moves are strong and they go along And, raise the star let? of God And, all the love that you givin me Help, me become the man you see So, hold me close and never let me go Low behold the time you have to go Spread your wings momma let you fly Cuz God himself will be the one to dry ya eyes I`ll wrestle angels just to see ya face again Because you were my life, my mother and friend You reside in God`s love now in heaven above So don`t you move ya son gonna see you soon I run, past the hardships tears and pain Growin up I said ya name you always came Hold my hand, gotta move through the storm Now I need to be strong cuz you`re with the Lord