Cycris visyn - 5 am lyrics

Sittin on top of the stu I'm ready to be rewarded For all the things I did for you But do you know about them? Do you know about those sleepless nights And all I had before this? Do you know about the songs that didn't make it, still recorded? Do you know about the love... Lately I just feel like I changed because of your energy And everything they say bout you has been f**ing with me mentally Basically Never thought I would be able to say this But I'm at a point in my life where i feel like being creative Is more like a curse than a blessing Cause all the words got me stressing Almost two thirds are depressing Verse after verse I'm confessing Words are just words after all… Painting a picture, scratching the surface Destroying my masterpieces - I did it on purpose Version 2 certain it's worthless Nervous versus nerveless - do I deserve this? Lord the power you gave me The more, the louder, the crazy Its so important, extorted importance Importing more love on the daily But whats more worth the love or the illusion of power? In a world thats so confusing, (fusing) the above with the our Father forgive me for my sins and for knowing exactly what I did Forgive me for the times I sinned when everything was intended The money I spend at the places I went and I lost my beginning It's like I'm running around a white rose cause I don't know where to go but the answer is right in front of me and I just want to be home And thats forever