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What will I do...(baby)Now that your gone, your gone... >>> >>>What will I do...(baby)Now that your gone(gone) your gone... >>> >>> >>> >>>Thoughts of the pasts seems just like yesterday, >>> >>>U came into my life and quickly stole my heart away, >>> >>>But those were days of things that coulda been, >>> >>>Shoulda been, but I couldn't stop it, things just happenin, >>> >>>I prayed for things to work out but they went unheard, >>> >>>Could never actually tell u how I felt, couldn't put feelings into >>>words, >>> >>>But I try not to think about those days, forget about tha past, >>> >>>But those days were so good, I wish everyday that they had last, >>> >>>Took something from me that day that was so precious, >>> >>>My best friend, felt like I died mentally not bein fictitious, >>> >>>You were my heart, my soul, and since ur gone ive lost my mind, >>> >>>In a mental and heart battle, have my soul and thoughts in a bind, >>> >>>It don't seem right that your gone, especially since I love you, >>> >>>Since your gone I don't know what to do, my actions leave clues, >>> >>>I cant tell you the things u need to hear, but now I have no fear, >>> >>>My grandma told me that, but my heart aches' eyes filled with >>>tears... >>> >>> >>> >>>What will I do...babyNow that your gone, your gone... >>> >>>What will I do...(baby)Now that your gone(gone) your gone... >>> >>> >>> >>>Doing this right now hurts my heart by putting this in text, >>> >>>My 1 true love? Ill find out one day, hopefully not in this >>>context, >>> >>>But im'a try to stay strong and hope that the lord'll keep me, >>> >>>He took u away from me, but whatever will be has to be, >>> >>>If he see's fit for you not to be with me he must have greater >>>plans, >>> >>>I cant see that right now at tha moment, but im'a try to be a good >>>man, >>> >>>Im'a try to embrace the moment, keep my mind on happier visions, >>> >>>Grab a pen and paper, verbalize my feelings now is my only >>>mission, >>> >>>Wish I had did this earlier in my life, but ive learned from my >>>wrongs, >>> >>>So now in text I state my feelings, get audio equipment, put it in >>>song, >>> >>>For a while I didn't believe id survive, almost died because of >>>the loss, >>> >>>But my strong spirit kept me alive, not going to give up at any >>>cost, >>> >>>Ima try to stay away from the alcohol, but it kept me alive while >>>depressed, >>> >>>But ima clean up my whole act, went to church and burdens I >>>confessed, >>> >>>Even though young read the bible, and try to understand the lords >>>ways, >>> >>>But in my mind and heart ill never forget, those unbelievable but >>>gone days... >>> >>> >>> >>>What will I do...babyNow that your gone, your gone... >>> >>>What will I do...(baby)Now that your gone(gone) your gone... >>> >>> >>> >>>I didn't think id actually get this done, my will not strong >>>enough to do this, >>> >>>But I have a feeling the lord is giving me strength, still not >>>sure what the purpose is, >>> >>>With every sentence I spit I feel a bit stronger, think I can hold >>>out, survive a lil longer, >>> >>>Thoughts of you always linger in my mind, but someday I might >>>forget about her, >>> >>>Hopefully not though, because im trying to learn off the things >>>that happen, >>> >>>I swear to god I wont let my mind get the best of me, gang >>>violence, guns and cappen, >>> >>>My mind is literally drained, but I still manage to go on forever >>>continuously, >>> >>>Happy thoughts setting in, but sad lingering dividing me into >>>simultaneously, >>> >>>Possibly becoming schizophrenic slowly, but dammit Im convinced >>>ima make it, >>> >>>People constantly on my case but I press on, my life so hard that >>>the devil couldn't take it, >>> >>>As I said ive been hurt badly by this, grit teeth, hands bleed >>>from tightly clamped fists, >>> >>>I cant take it no more that's all it is, suicide? No soul suicide >>>steadily consists... >>> >>>What will I do...babyNow that your gone, your gone... >>> >>>What will I do...(baby)Now that your gone(gone) your gone...