[Verse 1: Cush Wallace] Lately I've been-- Feeling so uninspired, It's been my lowest of days But bad times usually past so I know it's a phase Let's pour up some bottles Everything lit tonight I see these n***as hurting, I guess I'm kryptonite Losing my grip on life But still keep so much composure I craft these flows like ceramics Bet it's enough to mold ya Now I value self control and quit d** to be sober Thinking I'd of throw the towel in if it wasn't for Rosa And that's my mother [that's my mother] She's my queen, fareal Told me never mind what Dad says follow your dream for real It's been a year since David and I had last spoke But that's my brother, that's my blood That's my team fareal Chasing the relief that someday people embrace me And no matter where this journey ends it goes peaceful and safely Trying to ensure my loved ones all survive This is what I'ma be doing til I die --- My cemetery [Hook] Tell me what it is Light headed from these cigs Down for anything as long as I can free myself If you need something just ask Leave your secrets in the past Baby it's ok for you to be yourself Around me, around me Everybody always turns into a different person Around me. around me Everyone always expects me to be Mr. Perfect But that isn't really how it is