Curse ov Dialect - Water Thicker Than Blood lyrics

[Verse 1: August the 2nd] Sugar coated bitter centre Sweet face but secret tormenter Irrational tyrant in denial Keeping up appearances wearing a smile Behind closed doors hear stories from walls and floors Fundamental moral views Emotional blackmail and verbal abuse Domestic conflict antagonist Guilt trips from hippocrits Trivial pursuit of mental games this drama queen drives me insane Over-reactive angry martyr Unreasonable trouble starter Prisoner in my own home Warden mother won't leave me alone Arrested development sheltered life Suppressed independence and always in strife Obligation family ties Loosen apron strings and wish goodbye to the patronised [Chorus: Suzy Markovska] His hand is on my thigh again I shut my eyes The word no doesn't work again I shut my eyes The lights go out... [Verse 2: Raceless] Valium with added paracetomol A paranoid lady I've had it with your rigmarole Open pores with work ethic ailments of my life mum I chose to change it Racelessness means I don't kiss the lips of bigoted whys and ifs Impermanent cerebellum banks that makes me grateful thanks for the gutful of wool that's been pulled all over my eyes And a shoelace of metal linked to my endeavor this weather is severed However I'm quite happy now.Vulk Makedonski: Swollen memory The enemy for life Dark minded and grinded to my throat a knife Strife at adolescence the presence of evil A needle injected vile file selected erect and ready abused physically rented Mentally demented Cemented a curse in my consciousness Future confidence stress depressed oppressor manifest the test Endless nightmares dark creaks and croaking Soaking my pillow with guilty water The filthy slaughter My eyes are the clouds The skies within Let the storms begin to blow away the sin bins filled with the past Next day recycled not fully recovered Hovering above the surface that I stand on With hands on the experience I land on demanding battles I rattle the cage of rage and turn the page no literature Horrify that sacred spy I die for a good nights sleep creep and crawl I brawl misdeed monsters that stand 10 feet taaaall! [Verse 3: Atarungi] Traumatized Child who has first learned expression of mother and father Recognize your heritage Inherited genetically repetitive Cycles that bring familiar circumstances what does it mean to be lost in the life I'm trying to say We gotta learn from our past and blow it away to be forgiven [Suzie Markovska:] I want to scream