Curse ov Dialect - If I Die lyrics

[Verse 1: Vulk makedonski] I drown in a clown's tears infinite cheers when I'm wet all around frowns when I'm dry and inflammatory induced with ice cubes inspired by the fire It's a race in my veins there is no finish I haven't begun to initiate my feelings of hatred I feel wasted and drained unexplainable pain is not physical unemotional regardless of the yards people gained in their studies buddy my entity is exclusive Elusive to your eyes and the prize that they want to capture Like a cat's tail The question will remain the same Today and yester making jesters just a pester If you can't feel yourself catastrophically melt No one else will entice the mice into traps I adapt to my free thinking Entwine my mind approach the pa**age way unclear of the fear I power steer through unknown territories Without declaration I pivot and give it my perspective Reflective endured Visions and battles Heart throbs and rattles which helps the love that I'm missing Swaying in different positions Kissing ghosts dismissing hosts From my complex mission They elapse I attract my attention to the structure Ancient looking but sparkling with art Starting at the start Ending at the end Stock still in the middle This riddle is little but normal and my formal ways have been disguised for extensive periods I'm hearing them Those voices that give you choices to uprise without a ladder or a hoist and I'm trying to find my path in this jungle A bundle of green But is nature alive? I'm sure that it's breathing So common we're needing and bleeding in our own devastating ways of rejection Accepting our consequences Manipulated head cells erected reflected by my senses [Verse 1: Raceless] Body of a little boy Memories withdrawn Platters of a genre Torn and reformed It's dawned on me this macchiato spilled upon my pages Hex ov intellect respects 1 milligram resuscitation Ideally raceless: hey This hip-hop's toiled a relic future I've muted my malnutrition so I obsess no more Early warnings from mum and dad ignored A bolted nail This male is unable to judge the frail furniture that's needed for the house Adjacent suburbias that leave me schizophrenic Heh Chameleons with subconscious pigments I'm scared of limits Stay in one section for a while Hey race! Personality of parallels Who can undo the spell? Open minded to no minded 360 degrees How can I show global knowledge to the ones that have not seen? Threats of difference create scapegoats But I elope to ocerpinos and malamutes that sh** on carpets Fashionable On a non-art level A credential Disa**ociate My intensity Pushes people away Now I know I'm unrelated pariah is here: curse The separation is complete