Currents - Sleep Paralysis lyrics

I'm digging my nails as hard as I can, over and over again, ripping the pain from my skin. Will it ever end? A drone, no past, no future lost and alone. I can't even tell who I am anymore, to shut my eyes and to never be seen. What the f** is happening to me? Between two entities, holding onto the edge. I don't know how much more I can take before I fall and descend. Whispering in my ear, no one will miss you, just disappear. I'm chocking on my words as my body grows numb, I'm trying to scream at the top of my lungs. Lay me six feet deep in eternal sleep [2x]. Eternal sleep. Wrapped in soil soaked in tears I am a product of fear, trapped inside a mind I can't control contorting mind, body and soul. I'm trying to scream but no one can hear, the fears in my head. That have brought me to tears, will it ever end? I'm begging on my knees, because I want to believe But I'm too blind to see that it's not God but the devil answering His hands around my throat and I can't breath (I can't f**ing breath) I'm screaming [4x] Lay me six feet deep in eternal sleep