Cubbiebear - Tame lyrics

I'm no longer simple enough to write like this My words are tripping and I force feed situations in spite of it I know I'm not getting calmer It must be a loss of talent An ugly ego eating an inner child That's trying to find a balance I keep growing I keep growing into something Older and loving less, an embarra**ment Playing in with what I'm crumbling I watch, you don't talk much, I know it It's numbing Argued meanings into human reactions But this sh** isn't funny It's falling Like how solid my misplacement is Or distaste in arrangements Placed onto faces with Sincerity scraped too thin to balance out expression Obviously awkward and self respect, an emotional look of guessing And you have the nerve to judge me Looking past your imperfections I'm tired You don't grow up, you grow old and continue to be tested It taught me there's nothing left to learn Perfect grammar or misspelled words Your paper will still burn My heart won't stop skipping You'll never start seeing You'll continue to think I'm losing it I'll question my own meaning You'll start to think I'm crazy This pain will never leave my chest I'll die surrounded by gluttony and friends who've left Nothing's forever So it feels strange You see there's more here than anger Miscommunication and gluttony Distancing self is more comforting Catching parts of me tumbling Chin on calloused palms wondering It's this or d**h? Maybe my friends should have left All these pieces are the same Muffled face, screaming you shouldn't be close to me I'm hungry Never bare teeth, the war resolving is homely I'm a horrible expression to control, who wish hope on nobody Reprising thoughts of red like this is goin' to my head They said they want a poet They said they want a rapper They said I haven't proven I'm either I say I don't have to Nothing left to judge me but insecurities and shame Lust, excuses, or blame They want me tame Check Check, check, check Check, check ,check This is a face and the friend's cry when it makes you Frown and smile, aggression breaks and I hate you Life is pa** dumb and deaf, so what you regret to see Fight how you want motherf**er, you'll never be next to me I hate this plain and groups blend and challenge argue pain Sighing, narcissistic, crumbling I remove my name Hate in bones and ache until I set you free Anger's a gift but it seem you'll never let me be Basic and wanting argued expression and bluffing Better than what's left, the pressure get it off my chest Judging and comforting drooling marching toward a bleed I'm a challenging glutton, my knuckles'll force my greed Like k** them all, let no one break skin Regret is on me I let them live and smiles They swarm me, they want to argue peace Pause and fake senses, insecurities, shame Lust, excuses, blame They want me tame They want me tame They want me tame They want me tame They want me They want me They want me They want me You'll never see inside this Untame Believe in a lesson Gaining more popularity Ugly power and aggression Face arranging same patterns Too familiar and testing In judgement listening and jaded watch Thinking of less than [?] I'm getting too hurtful and hungry Uninspired in my guesses Breaking in everyone's weakness But [?] is allowed to question Mistake and insecurity Stop an*lyzing my sentence Slaving my hard, I'm sleepless and strained Hatred confessing You'll never see me smile again Not like i once was Childish friendship ending in intrusive laughter After enough It's bringing you down ma You sound so drained Unwilling to trust, and speaking It's sick, enslaved And I remembering how to say it I'm losing faith in friendships Family and fans, strangers stressed measuring tension You're liers you made me crazy No one can promise Breaking my try Fine then let's just be honest You think you want a poet, or affection But after, you'll eat any weakness Or anger and hate laughter I'll take it My face will serve as home for blame and hatred Did not shown a lone expression Evil is an impatience I'm wasting Chest pains and stressed Stare anxious, speak hardly Waking a mess, ugly with frustration Nothing left to give All this anger and sentence Crumbling in confusion Broke, sick of alcohol and friendships You're basic, I'm crazy Bear arms and box reality Can't feel conscious with complements Still faulting in honesty Faking in weakness, being judged in and out Scars on a naked body, standing with open mouths So angry it numbs me So aggressive with how They want me to wither Don't let yourself wither now Faith, friendships, hatred, pain Lust, excuses, shame They want me tame Tame Tame Tame