Cubbiebear - They Say lyrics

I didn't mean for it to be so bad I got lost in my mistakes And judgments from you I feared to take Every day the beauty in your face drained And said time with me is a cancer With all the answers that I can't make To cure your anxiety, hearing you lied to me And I don't love you, to my face You cried to me every day it felt like I found fail forever and I held tight So I could fall with you with my eyes closed And no close to love life But this fall has changed my autumns Now wet skin is touched by cold wind I stayed in my side in bed still tossing Arms hugging close but no wins Ellipse went from soft to just talking My hands place where you've last been And it's freezing more thoughts tease me With warmth and what was now lost friend Love changed her style to punk The pain was played as a wilder trump So while I'd say you could claim as a front for attention Now listen and get what you want All eyes and ears are on me for proof I watch in dilemma of who thinks what's truth And respond to your blame of neglect by use of this time All I'll do is talk about you Cause I've made mistakes but I've claimed Everything without guard that I've explained To clean a mess between two that's made alone With hate you fail to help her do the same Maybe I'm an animal worth hurting A kicked Pit raised into an ugly person Who lusts too much for life that lost worth And began to snap at the monotony of searching It only felt love with one but doubt Placed your hand with worth of putting down So it shakes when you open your mouth Afraid it's wrong it'll never make a sound See your touch wasn't placed to pet In fear it roams and tries to forget With any attention but kicks at best seen astray Chewing the collar off its neck You can't blame someone's life for flirting When your life's spent building a case to hurt them Neglecting emotions in secret you search and stare dead Who sounds like an uglier person? When I pa** my puppy at the door to kiss your face You stay reacting sore and empty waste So I hate myself for every day I can't place why you hate me more Fine, maybe I'm a guilty person Maybe my faults made me worth searching Maybe my blame is just, I'm just a shame Or I lust too much you'll never trust the same Maybe I'm too old and lost in fear Of past faults and what they've cost I guard what's little left with awe But returning tears will blind anything you saw Alone in judgment a room of nothing I sit and think, alive in discomfort Isn't it something ironic function To k** my pride I drink to karma's crumbling By the time that all done is mentioned I consciously accepted the attention Say I shouldn't stray if I felt that pain, I shoulda left Your face formed my strength to walk away I guess I'm a snake personified A feeling of never, hate in human form Of grip handles too late, a living lie A piece of sh** to knock spit on a heart to dismantle A face to target why All past anxiety in need of new paths to channel A place, for blaming eyes, to crane your neck Your wings need the wind from a scandal I'll take it, exemplify Frame it in music and use it displayed on this mantle Our hate, immortalized, the time that we waste Put flames on both ends of my candle Today, Josh'll die, this monster won't tame My inner child shakes and I ramble Afraid, claiming fine, but a lie Like everything you said I made in examples It's my mistake, I'm vile I'm past the pain, unworth the while A snake who tries [?] shoulda walked away But I'd k** to see you smile Alone I stumble no home, impatient Hands that touched you in fists with blame Burning my thoughts, judgments and shame I see every day from your face, I hate it This is how I'll be remembered, tasteless Everything I might've done, erased Till who I am's ugly a cancer a cage to age And falling for always and crack to your hatred Hope you found holiday's home complacent His touch can hush any angst, feel safe I spend these days alone pen to this page Afraid on the stage I'll shake confiding my pain Remembering times you were with me When I fought for what I'm not worth forgiving Shape of your face, soft is now changed Lost in the ways you'll learn to forget me Everyday ugly kickstarting my heart but I'm curt Even worse the smile grudging my heart, what I'm worth You keep judging and charging the dark, kicking dirt Now I'm hungry with scars that start em, getting worse It's likely the rage in my face that'll surface [?] crooked, [?] worthless You place with such hate, I take while she searches Wilting we both lay and flirt anxious with purpose They say, they say, they say, they say, to let you Say, they say, they say, they say to let you Say, they say, they say, they say to let you Say, they say, they say, they say to let you go