Cryptic Wisdom - 9. Dying to Know Why lyrics

VERSE: Died for the music, wrote it from the heart cause i ride for the music Cried for the music, the blood, sweat, and tears are the reason that i won't give into fear.. Through the years, then my pa**ion delivered I was rappin to capture the past, never quivered, never shook A look in my life would tell it all I gave it everything of the price to never fall Observed all the pain and struggle and made it poetry And made a pact to hustle until they know its me Nothin slowin me down, i was a slave to the trade and i gave it my best every day I never asked for a zen return It was all pa**ion and pride hopin heads will get turned Sooner or later the fans generated with a love for the words and the craft i created I was an addict to the feedback from it Consumers were the plug drug runners and i loved it But nowadays i dont even seem to write Like the pa**ion inside of me died without a fight CHORUS: Maybe its not alright, maybe im k**ing myself Maybe im dying to know why Maybe im out of time, maybe im over my head Maybe im dying to know why VERSE: Im lost in it, remembering the days that i first made music and set up all my pages Those endeavors were the greatest that ive ever known I was on top of the world and couldn't let it go I let it show globally and made a name I dont really know if i expected it to stay the same But it didn't and i know that sh** is true Cause every single time that i go back in the booth A new encounter with the battle that i rage on myself is in most ways scattering my brain What matters ain't the fact that i had to change Its the fact that i refuse to do it back in the day I lock myself in a box honestly, i never dared to be different and that wasn't too promising I made what they wanted me to become And i just hope it ain't too late for me or the pa**ion is done CHORUS: Maybe its not alright, maybe im k**ing myself Maybe im dying to know why Maybe im out of time, maybe im over my head Maybe im dying to know why BRIDGE: Died for the music, wrote it from the heart cause i ride for the music Cried for the music, the blood, sweat, and tears are the reason that i won't give into fear.. Ride for the music, wrote it from the heart, i would die for the music Cried for the music, the blood, sweat, and tears are the reason that i won't give into fear... CHORUS: Maybe its not alright, maybe im k**ing myself Maybe im dying to know why Maybe im out of time, maybe im over my head Maybe im dying to know why