Cryptic Wisdom - Still Won't Be The Same lyrics

[Verse 1: Cryptic Wisdom] Lost, when I'm in this maze Often, I'm up in this phase Remembering quality moments that'll fit the page Of this chapter in my life that I'm closin' What the f** is coming over me The price that I'm rolling with Is cause of you And all your selfish insecurities But why do I keep coming right back to you And its k**ing me My family says that I need to catch a break But I rather break my heart over seeing you face to face Every single memory we made You could forget em' I'mma treasure them forever First love In the warmness of the soul Temporarily, becoming one with you and all It's sad as f** that it had to come to this predicament Living like a god damn idiot But I'm sick of it And all the while Your just trying to live in times As I loved you with a broken heart Pieces is all I can find [Hook] Cause everytime I think I'm over you It's k**ing me within that I will never be with you again And I don't know how I can stomache it How I'm not running away But I keep on fighting, keep on surviving Even though, I know It still won't be the same [Verse 2: Cryptic Wisdom] ? with my life, the second that you left me The mothaf**in' pain settled in and left me empty So don't tempt that I'm going over the edge I'm past love stories I'll blow this over again sh**, and there I go Lying as if I'm not broken Looking for clarity As if I'll never stop popin' The pot smokin' has got me deep in thought racin' Why is it me that's always thrown into the complication I try to cope Lately, I'm on the verge I'm following these suicidal thoughts And its absurd A year ago the day we broke up It's official missing you How f**in' pitiful, damn it I couldn't diss at you It's like, a part of me Wants to be so pissed at you The other part, wants to be lovin' you and kissin' you But nevermind, I'mma be a celebrity I'm fine, f** you and your half-hearted memories [Hook] Cause everytime I think I'm over you It's k**ing me within' that I will never be with you again And I don't know how I can stomache it How I'm not running away But I keep on fighting, keep on surviving Even though, I know It still won't be the same [Outro] So it's like, f** me right? The hell with me Why do I matter anyway, right? It's all good It always was all about you, huh? Always But I ain't gon' keep running back to you Nah [Hook] Cause everytime I think I'm over you It's k**ing me within' that I will never be with you again And I don't know how I can stomache it How I'm not running away But I keep on fighting, keep on surviving Even though, I know It still won't be the same