Cryptic Wisdom - Waist Deep lyrics

I start to feel like I'm waist deep In this crazy life I live I get so mad, wish I could go back To a simpler time than this Life has gotta be a comedy skit I'm trying to laugh at it, but must admit it got me a bit Went from living with a beautiful woman that used to ride for me To riding by myself in this cold unbearable odyssey I, started thinking it wasn't really all that bad Until I got too co*ky and caught a charge in back lash Now I'm potentially facing the penitentiary And all I do is stress And it triggers the methamphetamine addiction I'm sorry for whatever happens I'm trying to get some help for myself but it's never lasted I, swear to God if it wasn't for f**ing rapping And the music I would probably use til I hit the casket How the hell do you manifest in my life Make it beautiful and strip it away in a single night I'll bounce back, love you forever It's time for me to do all that I can to be somebody and do better I start to feel like I'm waist deep In this crazy life I live I get so mad, wish I could go back To a simpler time than this May-may-may-maybe one day Maybe one day May-may-may-maybe one day Maybe one day I'm getting older, and I really start to notice it I'm still living at home and supposed to be grown or owning sh** My argument was always time For the reason I couldn't hold down a job And expect to live off the rhymes That sounds ironic thinking back at it now And still I do nothing about it, kick a rap, put it down That's good enough for me, until I'm broke as f** That's when I panic to the point that I'm manic and get to choking up This wasn't how it was supposed to be I'm overly ecstatic for the future I vision and live it hopefully Cause all I wanted was my family to know That I'm eternally grateful to have a chance for me to blow I'm living as if every single day is like a final shot Presently aware of every moment to defy the clock And high or not, I'm still expressing gratitude And still making an effort to new and improve my attitude I start to feel like I'm waist deep In this crazy life I live I get so mad, wish I could go back To a simpler time than this May-may-may-maybe one day Maybe one day May-may-may-maybe one day Maybe one day I start to feel like I'm waist deep In this crazy life I live I get so mad, wish I could go back To a simpler time than this Maybe one day Maybe one day Maybe one day Maybe one day