Crowe - Facade lyrics

I swear she was the right one Laughing joking dancing together it was all fun I swear this whole track will not be about you Cause it still hurts just to talk about you I don't understand how this sh** comes to me Leave me be, always leading me, silly me, No I didn't see The outcome that came to be, cause you told me we were meant to be Now i'm just a memory Don't ask how i'm feelin' I know you see the bottles in my soul up to the ceilin' Still willin' to take you back from this what the f** Cause I swear.. I still don't know what sup?! In fact now thinking about it... I never did 21 but still acting like a stupid kid I know the biz f** the b**h Leave the b**h Repeat the sh** Til i'm in a ditch What kind of love is this? I'm a nice guy at heart But these pieces do break away I don't wanna be bitter.. I don't wanna be bitter.. I'm tryna block it! But have a taste for some un-sweet chocolate f** yo Hershey kisses! I wanted to make you misses! I'm tryna burn some bridges But I wrote you in my wishes I don't know what to do But on these sites I peek at choo First time feelin' sparks I was only choosin' you But now i'm back to chasin' blues I don't know what to do I don't know what to do I DON'T KNOW WHAT DO!>!>! Tired of screaming fu*k YOU I'm tired of screaming f** you But I don't know what to do WHAT THE fu*k DID I DO?! I don't know what to do Fiery essence up in my belly I'm looking stelly n***as try to figure me out Like i'm a rubiks cube I took the stickers off.. Its all black... its better this way.. Now solve that I'm not tryna be a dick I'm just tryna fit in where I belong That's why I dance, act, and make all these stupid songs Pouring out my heart 3 to 5 minutes long Took a gamble Nothing I can't handle Take a knife and put it on your throat is just example On why I can never choke I'm tired of being broke Probably half the reason why my love life a joke If I had a car WE probably wouldn't have these different strokes! Cause that's what they all just want right?... f** a good time Black n White swag Mime Hood up mask time Painting tears, nevermind..