Crowbar - Existense is punishment lyrics

I gave my heart and soul to you my friend You let me fall If you could only see what's in my heart You'd take my hand I've lived this life as a man would do Why's it so hard to find the truth? My faith is strong within myself I bleed of pride Inside I won't forgive You can't take it back now It's to hard to swallow No words No conviction I've found the truth inside myself But I am still doing time Opened my eyes to what is real This world is hard It's cold It's agony