[Josh Rodgers] If it's already me, i'm so much weaker than i can comprehend and man i miss my friend If it's already me, i wake up gripping the skin that you buried me in Dear friends for the help you've been i'll write the words of the last time i am breathing in And for the years that i hate myself, and you can burn with each other's souls in hell I am but a shadow of myself, and it helps It's me i found, it's already me i can feel in the ground Mother is it peace i've found Mother is it over now And will i get to see my friend I'm so much weaker than i can comprehend I'd give everything i give in Don't help me Mother is it peace i've found Mother is it over now And will i get to see my friend I'm so much weaker than i can comprehend I'd give everything i give in Don't help me I'm just a shadow of myself How your troubles, they're leading me out of here, oh is it over now, my dear? And how my body sways, nothing but the cold outside would let my eyes see straight And it was freezing for summer I couldn't let it in, and i guess nothing in this life exists quite long enough to live