I want to hate you. I want to knife you. I want to k** you. you made me this. you ended me this way. I live in this house in the name of suffering. I am the darkness. I live in the river, but I can't get myself clean I'm as tainted as a bloody f**ing broken bottle. you made me this. you ended me this way. I am dead. I am numb. and I walk in this world of the living. I am weary of this world. in my life. I f** the hours of d**h. and I blindfold you. with the blackness of my breath. I want to hate you. I want to knife you. I want to keep you away from me. this is me. what you did to me. this is my life, this is what I do to you. this is you. I piss all over you. this is me, you cannot break me. I've already broken myself, I've already buried myself. I will destroy you. I'll k** the beast in you. I am going to hate you. I am going to knife you. I am going to k** you. I hate you. now I am this. now you've ended me this way. now I am this. now you've ended me this way.